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i think its interesting, how everyone seems to have this over all outlook on what a persons life is like by how they seem on the outside, im certainly glad they cant see inside or many more people would know just how much of a mess i am ninty five percent of the time.

Is january just typically the worst month for finances? it must be, im just going to decide the answer is yes to keep my mind at bay.

we dont do terribly, justin and i, however there are the months that im crossing my fingers that we will even make rent. im forever thankful for the support our mothers give us but i really wanted to have that burden lifted off my mother once i moved out. i know she doesnt spend neerly as much on me as she used to have to but asking her for a little extra now and again always leaves me feeling guilty. Im an adult, i should be able to do these things on my own, shouldnt i?

well this month was an awfully hard one for money thats all im going to say, and not to mention the little angel who is coming into our lives this upcoming monday, another mouth to feed but she will be worth it!