I know the things you wanted, they're not what you have.

I woke up from a dream about rape, pillaging, gypsies, marriage and high school. Strange combination but i woke up content, which is different. Sometimes i think im getting jaded and it worries me. Its dark in my apartment and i can either laze around all day or i can be productive and get this place clean, im hoping for the latter. Its 77 days until halloween, i dont understand why i get excited so soon before but i cant help it. I always feel so at peace in the fall, when stores are selling creepy crawlies, houses are decorated and i can light my cinnamon pumpkin type candles and just breath. Its almost like its acceptable to be weird around halloween but maybe that's pushing it though. Still no idea what im dressing up as, but i obviously still have time to figure it out right? I really hope this is a memorable one, the last two were just me and justin sitting around because back then, our friends were limited.